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Saturday, June 18, 2005
listening to: low- kelly clarkson

sometimes i just want to run away. forever. but the closest i'll ever get to that is in my dreams. dreaming of an escapism to depression. i actually don't think im depressed because this might be nothing compared to everything that's happened in the past.
    school. just the word looks depressing. sometimes i totally understand why people suicide because of it. i sound so pathetic talking like this but i don't care. and yes all that self mutilation shit is far in the back of my mind, so dont worry.
    you two faced bitches. you fucken make me sick. there's so much i want to say right now but i don't know where to start and i really don't have much of an idea of wat im feeling right now. it's been a long time since one of these blogs hasnt it ... ? this is fucken stupid.
welps gta get back to reality and all the assignments that have been depriving me of everything and practically killing me inside.

Posted at 05:50 pm by double_u
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
listening to: jaydot's voice

made cookies yesterday and i dont noe jus felt like bloggin about it. lol. blahs gna be a short blog.

all the ingredients i needed

then i sifted flour and custard powder into a bowl. and put sugar as well

then put butter and milk

afterwards i used my fingertips to mould the butter into the other ingredients until it was coarse like breadcrumbs

made it into a ball and put flour onto the choppin board so that the dough wouldnt sick to the board

roll it out

use cookie cutter to cut them


different cookie cutters. =] koohies aye

decorated them with 100s and 1000s, sprinkes, sugar balls and icing. hated doin this. so boring which is why it looks so shit


in the oven we go =]]]]



blahs yea i made another batch of choc chip cookies too but was too lazy to take pics cos was so pissed after that. lol


double-u. // vanilla

Posted at 09:09 pm by double_u
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i am: a homo sapien by the name of waan
i want: many things
i love: my family, my close friends; jay, morgan, cinda, dongsang and christina lots and jenny my arsa always.
i hate: when the people i love are unhappy
i fear: things that cannot be seen, snakes and the thought of disappointin my parents
i regret: mucking up in school and hurting the ones i love or care about
i am not: always happy nor what you want me to be or who you think i am
i sing: to funky tunes such a "good charlotte", simple plan, switchfoot, 'emo' music as morgan calls it, soul, rnb and netin hectic
i cry: wen i hurt someone i love or when the harshness of reality bites me in the ass

i am a proud supporter of the newcastle knights. i love shopping to bits even though i often don't have the type of money for it. i'm 'supposedly' always on the net or the fone. I enjoy listening to music and find an inspiration from it. I usually read when i have time and write when i'm having problems or sad. I'm addicted to reading cosmo which makes me a very cosmopolitan girl. i'll always have my digi cam with me for some strange reason. i cherish most of my friends jay, morgan, cinda, dongsang, christina, cc, jenny, thuy, anna, pim, kathy, henry and many more which i probably havent named even tho some of them dont feel the same way about me. i am labelled a pessimist by most of my friends. i am very sentimental yet also an extremely materialistic person. i love my family alot and what i wish for is to know that one day eveything and everyone i love will be happy. one day ....


   





 



3 people, 3 words: one true friendship


like you told me .. friends forever?

my pr3ttyb01, my pickle, my illu5ionz_, my ah goh, my everything.


i wouldnt be me without you, cos you're my other half. princess i promise you everything will be okay one day.



the foto doesnt need to be a pretty colour, because ur true colours are enough to brighten up my life


arsa, ur the only girl in my heart; the one i love and will always love